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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:15 am
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    It was also horrifyingIt isn't a word I want to
    use about my own work, but it's unavoidableAs I
    took the X-ray down and compared it to my picture
    - slug in the science, no slug in the art - I
    realized something I perhaps should have seen much
    earlierCertainly after I started the Girl and
    Ship seriesWhat I was doing didn't work just
    because it played on the nerve-endings; it worked
    because people knew - on some level they really
    did know - that what they were looking at had come
    from a place beyond talentThe feeling those Duma
    pictures conveyed was horror, barely held in check
    Horror waiting to happenInbound on rotted sails
    v
    I was hungry againI made myself a sandwich and
    ate it in front of my computerI was catching up
    with The Hummingbirds - they had become quite the
    little obsession with me - when the phone rang
    468
    "My headache's gone," he said
    "Do you always say hello like that?" I asked"Can
    I maybe expect your next call to begin 'I just
    evacuated my bowels'?"
    "Don't make light of thisMy head has ached ever
    since I woke up on the dining room floor after
    shooting myselfSometimes it's just background
    noise and sometimes it rings like New Year's Eve
    in hell, but it always achesAnd then, half an
    hour ago, it just quitI was making myself a cup
    of coffee and it quitI couldn't believe itAt
    first I thought I was deadI've been walking
    around on eggshells, waiting for it to come back
    and really wallop me with Maxwell's Silver Hammer,
    and it hasn't
    "Lennon-McCartney," I saidAnd don't tell
    me I'm wrong on that one
    He didn't tell me anything
    But I could hear him breathin
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:15 am
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    No one called me on my liesThey knew I was saying this for myself“I don't want to be away from Jodi longShe might need something“Let's get this over with The quicker the betterBecause it didn't matter
    what was said here; Doc had agreed to used louis vuitton my termsAnd yet there was some stupid part of me that
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    with Ian and Mel with Jared in a way that absolutely no one would suffer forBest to crush that
    impossible hope vintage hermes quickly“Wanda, what's your side?”
    “I'm giving Melanie back Firm, short–no reasons to argue against
    “Ian, what's yours?”
    “We need Wanda here
    Firm, short–he was copying me
    Jeb nodded to himself“That's a tricky oneWanda, why should I agree with you?”
    “If it were mulberry bayswater you, you'd want your body backYou can't deny Melanie that
    “We have to look at the greater good, JebWanda's already brought us more health and security
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    person can't stand in women rolex the way of that“Wanda, what does Mel say?”
    Ha,Mel said
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
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    And once again he felt an unpleasant shock, reminded himself that the platoon and the patrol would not be directed by him
    "Yeah, it's all right," Croft said"I'll tell you, that General Cummings is a smart man to have figgered it all out"All the guys bitch all the time about how they could do it better, but he's got a hard cartier santos watch job
    "Reckon so," Croft saidHe stared away for a moment, and then nudged Stanley He was watching Wilson talk to Hearn, and he felt a trace of jealousy
    Unconsciously, Stanley copied Croft's speech"Do you reckon old Wilson is sucking?"
    Croft laughed quietly and coldly"Goddam, I don't know, he's been dicking-off lately
    "I gucci men's watch wonder if he's really sick," Stanley said doubtfully
    Croft shook his head"You cain't trust Wilson any further'n you can throw him
    "That's the way I had him tabbedBrown was always saying that nobody could get along with Croft, but he didn't know how to work itCroft was okay, you just had to approach him on the right tackIt gucci watch bangle was all right when you could buddy with the noncoms over you
    Yet Stanley had been very tense all the while he had been talking to CroftIn his first weeks in the platoon he had acted similarly toward Brown, but now that tension was switched to CroftStanley never said anything to him without some purposeIt was an automatic chanel jewelry process, howeverHe never thought consciously, It's a good idea to agree with CroftAt the moment he believed what he was saying; his mind worked more quickly, more effectively than his speech, so that sometimes Stanley was almost surprised at his own words"Yeah, Wilson's an odd guy," he muttered
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:23 am
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    before Scarlett's eyes scanned the marshy shore in the near
    distanceThen-halfway between boat and shore-a gleaming gray
    shape
    curved above the water for a moment before disappearing beneath it
    "A
    shark!" she exclaimed"No, two-three sharks
    They're coming right at us, RhettDo they omega seamaster vintage want to eat us?"
    "My dear imbecilic child, those are dolphins, not sharksThey must be
    heading for the oceanI'm going to bring her
    around tightMaybe we can travel with themIt's the most charming
    thing in the world to be in the middle of a school of them
    "Play? Fish? You must think I'm cartier watches women mighty gullible, Rhett She bent
    under the swinging boom
    There were seven dolphins in the podBy the time Rhett maneuvered
    the
    sloop onto the course the sleek mammals were following, the dolphins
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    leapt from the water, bowed its back, and dived with a splash back
    into
    the waterScarlett pounded on Rhett's thigh with a sweater-mittened
    fist"Did you see that?" Rhett dropped onto the seatHe
    came to tell us to get 05 a move onThe others are probably waiting
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:15 am
    @@@@@Don’t, I beg you, mistake my indulgences
    @@@@@Don’t, I beg you,
    mistake my indulgences for what they are notA man’s weaknesses may intrude on his faith but
    they do not diminish itI may not have the convenience of the Roman confession to expiate my sins
    so as to go forth and sin again despite my belief, but I do believeMy grandfathers and
    grandmothers were hanged—hanged, sir—for stealing chickens from a Romanov prince’s estate
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    368
    Few, if any, of my ancestors were ever given the privilege of the most rudimentary schooling,
    forget educationThe Supreme Soviet revolution of Karl Marx and Vladimir Lenin made possible
    the beginning of all thingsThousands upon thousands of mistakes have been made—many
    inexcusable, many more brutal—but a beginning was madeI, myself, am both the proof and the
    error of it
    “I’m not sure I understand that
    “Because you and your feeble intellectuals have never understood what we have understood
    from the startBourne, envisages stages toward a just society, economic and
    political, but it does not and never did state what specific form the nuts-and-bolts government will
    ultimately beOnly that it could not be as it was
    “I’m not a scholar in that department
    “One does not have to beIn a hundred years you may be the socialists, and with luck, we’ll be
    the capitalists, da?”
    “Tell me something,” said Jason, hearing, as Krupkin also did, the water faucets in Conklin’s
    room being turned off“Could you kill Alex—Aleksei?”
    “As surely as he could kill me—with deep regrets—if the value of the information called for it
    We are professionalsWe understand that, often reluctantly
    “I can’t understand either one of you
    “Don’t even try, MrBourne, you’re not there yet—you’re getting closer, but you’re not there
    “Would you explain that, please?”
    “You’re at the cusp, Jason—may I call you Jason?”
    “Please do
    “You’re fifty years of age or thereabouts, give or take a year or two, correct?”
    “CorrectI’ll be fifty-one in a few monthsSo what?”
    “Aleksei and I are in our sixties—have you any idea what a leap that is?”
    “How could I?”
    “Let me tell yo
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    "You have to call the girls, because they're going
    crazy, Ilse in particularAnd Pam?"
    "What, hon?" I'm sure she said it without thinking,
    without knowing how it could cutAh, well - she
    probably felt the same when she heard my pet name
    for her coming up from Florida, growing colder
    with every mile it sped north
    It was gucci hobo horsebit only quarter to eleven when we said goodbye
    and hung upTime never went faster that winter
    than it did during my evenings in Little Pink -
    standing at my easel, I'd wonder how the colors in
    the west could possibly fade so fast - and it
    never went slower than it did that morning, when I
    made the phone calls I'd been putting offI
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    I looked at the cordless sitting in my lap"Fuck
    you, phone," I said, and started dialing again
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    "Scoto Gallery, this is Alice
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    A cheery voice I'd come to know well over the last
    ten days
    "Hi, Alice, it's Edgar Freemantle
    "Yes, Edgar?" Cheery became cautiousHad that
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    ignored it?
    I said, "If you have a couple of logo louis vuitton minutes, I wonder
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    lecture
    "Yes, Edgar, we certainly could The relief was
    palpableIt made me feel like a heroOf course
    it also made me feel like a rat
    "Have you got a pad handy?"
    "You bet your tailfeathers!"
    "OkayBasically, we're going to want them in
    chronological order-"
    "But I don't know the chronology, I've been trying
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    "I know, and I'm going to give it to you now, but
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    from ShellsHave you got that?"
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    10:15 am
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    Rich Dad, Poor Dad

    CHAPTER ONE
    Rich Dad, Poor Dad
    As narrated by Robert Kiyosaki

    I had two fathers, a rich one and a poor oneOne was highly educated and intelligent; he had a Phand completed four years of undergraduate work in less than two yearsHe then went on to Stanford University, the University of Chicago, and Northwestern University to do his advanced studies, all on full financial scholarshipsThe other father never finished the eighth grade
    Both men were successful in their careers, working hard all their livesBoth earned substantial incomesYet one struggled financially all his lifeThe other would become one of the richest men in HawaiiOne died leaving tens of millions of dollars to his family, charities and his churchThe other left bills to be paid
    Both men were strong, charismatic and influentialBoth men offered me advice, but they did not advise the same thingsBoth men believed strongly in education but did not recommend the same course of study
    If I had had only one dad, I would have had to accept or reject his adviceHaving two dads advising me offered me the choice of contrasting points of view; one of a rich man and one of a poor man
    Instead of simply accepting or rejecting one or the other, I found myself thinking more, comparing and then choosing for myself
    The problem was, the rich man was not rich yet and the poor man not yet poorBoth were just starting out on their careers, and both were struggling with money and famil
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:24 am
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    Croft and Hearn had gone to the top of the hill again, and were discussing the morning's marchIn the early morning, the valley was still hazy with mist and the mountain and pass were obscuredThey squinted into the north, looking at the Watamai RangeIt extended as far as they could see like a cloud bank in the haze, rising precipitously to its peak omega replica watches at Mount Anaka, and dropping abruptly, shudderingly, into the pass at its left, before mounting again
    "Damn sure seems like the Japs would be watching that pass," Croft commented"They probably have enough to do without that, it's pretty far behind their lines
    The haze was dissolving, and Croft squinted through the field glasses into the distance"I wouldn't say, vintage gucci LootenantThat pass is narrow enough for a platoon to hold it till hell freezes over"Course we got to find that out The sun was beginning to outline the contours of the hillsThe shadows in the hollows and draws were considerably lighter
    "There's not a damn thing else we can do," Hearn murmuredAlready he could sense the antipathy between Croft and himself"With any luck we'll be able to daytona rolex bivouac behind the Jap lines tonight, and then tomorrow we can scout the Jap rear
    Croft was doubtfulHis instincts, his experience, told him that the pass would be dangerous, probably futile, and yet there was no alternativeThey could climb Mount Anaka, but Hearn would never hear of that"Ain't nothin' else to do, I suppose But he felt disturbedThe more he looked at the earrings chanel mountai
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    to
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    "Wasn't me, Missus, it was the good LordI talked to Jesus for her,
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:15 am
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    floor, at least not for the first fifteen feet from the ground; he presumed it was because the
    occasional wildly galloping horses and glass did not go togetherHe could see a window frame on
    what appeared to be the second floor but close enough to the slain driver to afford maximum
    accuracy for a silenced high-powered weapon: Another frame on ground level had a knob
    protruding; it was the rear exit no one had bothered to mentionThe little things, the insignificant
    things! Goddamn!
    The muted music inside swelled again, but now the swelling was different, the drums louder, the
    trumpets more sustained, more piercingIt was the unmistakable ending of a symphonic march,
    martial music at its most intenseThat was it! The end of the event inside was at hand and the
    Jackal would use the emerging crowds to cover his escapeHe would mingle, and when panic
    spread through the parking area with the sight of the dead man and the shot-up sedan, he would
    disappear—with whom and with what vehicle would take hours to determine
    Bourne had to get inside; he had to stop him, take him! Krupkin had worried about the lives of
    “several dozen men and women”—he had no idea that in reality there were several hundred! Carlos
    would use whatever firepower he had stolen, including grenades, to create mass hysteria so that he
    could escapeLives meant nothing; if further killing was required to save his own, nothing
    Abandoning caution, Delta raced to the door, gripping his AK-47 laterally in his arm, the safety
    unlatched, his index finger on the triggerHe grabbed the knob and twisted it—it would not turn
    He fired his weapon into the plated metal around the lock, then a second fusillade into the opposing
    frame, and as he reached for the smoking knob, his personal world went mad!
    Out of the line of vehicles a heavy truck suddenly shot forward, coming straight toward him,
    wildly accelerating as it approachedSimultaneously, successive bursts of automatic gunfire
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    403
    erupted, the bullets thumping into the wood to his rightHe lunged to his left, rolling on the ground,
    the dust and dirt filling his eyes as he kept rolling, his body a tube spinning away
    And then it happened! The massive explosion tore apart the door, blowing away a large section
    of the wall above, and through the black smoke and settling debris, he could see a figure lurching
    awkwardly toward the semicircle of vehiclesHis killer was getting away after all, But he was
    alive! And the reason for it was obvious—the Jackal had made a mistakeNot in the trap, that was
    extraordinary; Carlos knew his enemy was with Krupkin and the KGB and so he had gone outside
    and waited for himInstead, his error was in the placement of the explosivesHe had wired the
    bomb or bombs to the top of the truck’s engine, not underneathExplosive compounds seek release
    through the least resistant barriers; the relatively thin hood of a vehicle is far less solid than the iron
    beneath itThe bomb actually blew up, it did not blow out on ground level, sending death-inducing
    metal fragments along the surface
    No time! Bourne struggled to his feet and staggered to the Komitet sedan, a horrible fear coming
    into focusHe looked through the shattered windows, his eyes suddenly drawn to the front seat as a
    heavily fleshed hand was raisedHe yanked the door open and saw Krupkin, his large body
    squeezed below the seat under the dashboard, his right shoulder half torn away, bleeding flesh
    apparent through the fabric of his jacket
    “We are hurt,” said the KGB officer weakly but calmly“Aleksei somewhat more seriously than
    I am, so attend to him first, if you please
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    at that age
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    He waved his hand as if to indicate this made no
    differenceThen he used the hand to grip my
    surviving wristHis fingers were cold"I have
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    He cocked a thumb at the tense family group across
    the room from usThey had gone back to their
    discussionPop was now shaking his finger at Mom"A couple of months ago, I
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    seemed formed for a horsewoman; and to the pure genuine pleasure
    of the exercise, something was probably added in Edmund’s attendance
    and instructions, and something more in the conviction of
    very much surpassing her sex in general by her early progress, to
    make her unwilling to dismountFanny was ready and waiting, and
    MrsNorris was beginning to scold her for not being gone, and still
    no horse was announced, no Edmund appearedTo avoid her aunt,
    and look for him, she went out
    The houses, though scarcely half a mile apart, were not within
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    and all its demesnes, gently rising beyond the village road; and
    in DrGrant’s meadow she immediately saw the group—Edmund
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    satAfter a few minutes they stopped entirelyEdmund was close to
    her; he was speaking to her; he was evidently directing her management
    of the bridle; he had hold of her hand; she saw it, or the
    imagination supplied what the eye could not reachShe
    must not wonder at all this; what could be more natural than that
    Edmund should be making himself useful, and proving his goodnature
    by any one? She could not but think, indeed, that Mr
    Crawford might as well have saved him the trouble; that it would
    have been particularly proper and becoming in a brother to have
    done it himself; but MrCrawford, with all his cartier watches women boasted good-nature,
    and all his coachmanship, probably knew nothing of the matter,
    and had no active kindness in comparison of EdmundShe began
    to think it rather hard upon the mare to have such double duty;
    if she were forgotten, the poor mare should be remembered
    Her feelings for one and the other were soon a little tranquillised
    by seeing the party in the meadow disperse, and Miss Crawford still
    on horseback, but attended by Edmund on foot, pass through a
    gate into the lane, and so into the park, and make towards the spot
    where she stoodShe began then to be afraid of appearing rude and
    impatient; and walked to meet them with a great anxiety to avoid
    the suspicion
    “My dear Miss Price,” said Miss Crawford, as soon as she was at
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    you waiting; but I have nothing in the world to say for myself—
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    be forgiven, you know, because there is no hope of a cure
    Fanny’s answer was extremely civil, and Edmund added his conviction
    that she could be in no hurry“For there is more than time
    enough for my cousin to ride twice as far as she ever goes,” said he,
    “and you have been promoting her comfort by preventing her from
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    10:22 am
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    “Like tonightWhenever something out of the ordinary happened, he’d freeze; he didn’t want to
    make decisionsIf it even smacked of Snake Lady, he wanted to bury his head in the sand until it
    went away
    “What about tonight? I saw you two arguing it seemed to me the sergeant was giving the
    general his marching orders
    “You’re damn right I wasNorman was in a panic—over you, over the man they called Cobra
    who was bringing out this heavy business about Saigon twenty years agoHe wanted me to be with
    him when you got here, and I told him no wayI said I wasn’t nuts and I’d have to be nuts to do
    that
    “Why? Why would it be nuts for an aide to be with his superior officer?”
    “For the same reason noncoms aren’t called into situation rooms where the stars and the stripers
    are figuring out strategyWe’re on different levels; it isn’t done
    “Which is another way of saying there are limits to what you should know
    “But you were part of that Saigon twenty years ago, part of Snake Lady—hell, Sergeant, you
    were Medusa, you are Medusa
    “Nickels and dimes’ worth, DeltaI sweep up and they take care of me, but I’m only a sweeper
    in a uniformWhen my time comes to turn in that uniform, I go quietly into a nice distant
    retirement with my mouth shut, or I go out in a body bag
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    104
    Bourne watched the master sergeant closely as he spoke, noting Flannagan’s brief glances at the
    general’s wife, as if he expected to be applauded or, conversely, to be told with a look to shut up
    Either the huge military aide was telling the truth or he was a very convincing actor“Then it
    strikes me,” said Jason finally, “that this is a logical time to move up your retirementI can do that,
    SergeantYou can fade quietly with your mouth shut and with whatever rewards you’re given for
    sweeping upA devoted general’s aide with over thirty years’ service opts for retirement when his
    friend and superior tragically takes his own lifeNo one will question yo
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    10:19 am
    @@@@@It was wonderful to have her almost-brother
    @@@@@It was wonderful to have her almost-brother back
    "I've got the strangest story to tell you," she said"It drove me
    half-crazy with curiosity when I heard itWhat do you think, Colum?
    Is it possible that the young lord really hanged himself in the
    tower?"
    Scarlett described the Marquess of Trevanne with laughing, wicked
    accuracy and mimicked his speech as she repeated itColum set down
    his teacup with tightly controlled precision"I have no opinion,
    Scarlett darling," he said, and his voice was as light and laughing as
    Scarlett liked to remember it"Anything is possible in Ireland, else
    we would be plagued with snakes like the rest of the world
    Ne smiled as he stood upI tarried from my
    day's
    duties only to see your beautiful selfDisregard anything this woman
    may tell you about my fondness for the cakes I ate with my tea he
    walked away so rapidly that Scarlett had no time to wrap some cakes
    in
    a napkin for him to take along"I'll return shortly," said Mrs
    Fitz, and she hurried after Colum"Well!" said ScarlettShe saw
    harriet Kelly in the distance, at the end of the browned lawn, and
    waved at her"Come have tea," Scarlett shouted
    There was plenty leftRosaleen Fitzpatrick had to lift up her skirt
    and run to catch up with Colum halfway down the long drive
    She walked silently at his side until she caught her breath sufficiently
    so that she could speak"And what happens now?" she asked
    "You're
    rushing to your bottle, is that the truth of it?"
    Colum stopped, turned to face her"There is no truth of anything, and
    that is what scours my heartDid you hear her, then? Quoting the
    Englishman's lies, believing themJust as Devoy and the others
    believe the shining English lies of ParnellI could stay no longer,
    Rosaleen, for fear of smashing her English teacups and howling protest
    like a chained
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    10:14 am
    @@@@@I shook my head slowlyJamie and
    @@@@@I shook my head slowlyJamie and Jared
    should not be fightingI was causing them so much turmoil and unhappinessI sighed and went
    back to my assessmentThere was a vast sore spot in the center of my back, and the side of my
    face felt raw and moist where it had hit the wallIt stung when I touched it and left warm fluid
    on my fingersThat was the worst of it, thoughThe other bruises and scrapes were mild
    As I realized that, I was unexpectedly overwhelmed by reliefJared had had his chance to kill me and he had not used itHe'd gone after Jamie
    instead, to make things right between themSo whatever damage I was doing to their
    relationship, it was probably not irreparable
    It had been a long day–the day had already been long even before Jared and the others had
    shown up, and that seemed like eons agoI closed my eyes where I was and fell asleep on the
    rice
    CHAPTER 28
    Unenlightened
    It was disorienting to wake in the absolute darkIn the past months, I'd gotten used to having
    the sun tell me it was morningAt first I thought it must still be night, but then, feeling the sting
    of my face and the ache of my back, I remembered where I was
    Beside me, I could hear the sound of quiet, even breathing; it did not frighten me, because it
    was the most familiar of sounds hereI was not surprised that Jamie had crept back and slept
    beside me last night
    Maybe it was the change in my breathing that woke him; maybe it was just that our schedules
    had become synchronizedBut seconds after I was conscious, he gave a little gasp
    “Wanda?” he whispered
    He sighed in relief
    “It's really dark here,” he said
    “You think it's breakfast time yet?”
    “I don't know
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    10:24 am
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    @@@@@Her eyes
    glowed with pleasure when she moved from room to room to check
    that
    everything was readyThank heaven Pansy was
    back
    from TaraShe was very good at making the other servants do their
    jobs, much better than the new butler hired to replace PorkScarlett
    took a glass of champagne from the tray the new man held out to her
    At least he was good at serving, quite stylish in fact, and Scarlett
    did so like for things to be stylish
    Just then the doorbell soundedShe startled the manservant by
    smiling
    happily, then she moved towards the entrance hall to greet her
    friends
    They arrived in a steady stream for almost an hour and the house
    filled
    with the sound of loud voices, the overpowering smell of perfume and
    powder, the brilliant colors of silks and satins, rubies and
    sapphires
    Scarlett moved through the melee smiling and laughing, flirting idly
    with the men, accepting the fulsome compliments of the womenThey
    were so happy to see her again, they'd missed her so much, no one's
    parties were as exciting as hers, no one's home as beautiful, no one's
    gown as fashionable, no one's hair as glossy, no one's figure as
    youthful, no one's complexion so perfect and creamyI'm having a
    good
    timeIt's a wonderful partyShe glanced over the silver dishes and
    trays on the long polished table to see that the servants were keeping
    them all replenishedQuantities of food-excesses of food-were
    important to her, for she would never forget completely what it had
    been like to come so near to starvation at the end of the WarHer
    friend Mamie Bart caught her eye and smiledA streak of buttery
    sauce
    from the half-eaten oyster patty in Mamie's hand had dribbled from
    the
    corner of ú her mouth down onto the diamond necklace around her fat
    neckScarlett turned away in disgustMamie was going to be big as
    an ú elephant one of these daysThank goodness, I can eat all I want
    and never gain a poundShe smiled entrancingly at Harry
    Connington,
    her friend Sylvia's husband"You must have found some elixir, Harry,
    you look ten years younger than you did last time I saw you She
    watched with malicious amusement as Harry sucked in hisstomach
    His
    face turned red, then faintly purple before he abandoned the effort to
    hold it inScarlett laughed aloud, then moved awayA burst of
    laughter caught her attention, and she drifted towards the trio of men
    who were its source
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    10:36 am
    @@@@@The trees are mostly just slash pine, I
    @@@@@The trees are mostly just slash
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    She slowed to a crawl and pointed to the left,
    craning to look up through the corner of the
    windshield to do so"Those are palms of some kind
    The road bent still farther inland, and here the
    trunks flanking the road looked like knotted
    masses of gray ropeTheir roots had buckled the
    tarWe'd be able to get over now, I judged, but
    cars passing this way a few years hence? No way
    "Strangler fig," I said
    "Nice name, right out of Alfred HitchcockAnd
    they just grow wild?"
    "I don't know," I said
    She bumped the Chevy carefully over the tunneling
    roots and drove onWe were down to no more than
    five miles an hourThere was more strangler fig
    growing out of the masses of seagrape and
    rhododendronThe high growth cast the road into
    deep shadowIt was impossible to see any distance
    at all on either sideExcept for an occasional
    wedge of blue or errant sunray, even the sky was
    goneAnd now we began to see sprays of sawgrass
    155
    and tough, waxy fiddlewood growing right up
    through cracks in the tar
    My arm began to itchThe one that wasn't thereI
    reached to scratch it without thinking and only
    scratched my still-sore ribs, as I always didAt
    the same time the left side of my head started to
    itchThat I could scratch, and did
    "Daddy?"
    "I'm okayWhy are you stopping?"
    "BecauseI don't feel so great myself
    Nor, I realized, did she look itHer complexion
    had gone almost as white as the dab of zinc oxide
    on her nos
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    10:15 am
    @@@@@All around, the atmosphere was upbeat now,
    @@@@@All around, the atmosphere was upbeat now, charged with anticipationThis was something they needed, odd as it seemed to me
    I was able to get onto all fours, and then I pulled my good leg forward so I was kneeling on the
    badI tried to hop up onto my good leg from thereMy balance was all off, thanks to the
    awkward weight of my sore leg
    Strong hands caught me before I could fall on my faceI looked up, a little rueful, to thank Ian
    The words caught in my throat when I saw that it was Jared whose arms held me up
    “You could have just asked for help,” he said conversationally
    “I –” I cleared my throatI didn't want to…”
    “Call attention to yourself?” He said the words as if he were truly curiousThere was no
    accusation in themHe helped me hobble toward the cave entrance
    I shook my head once“I didn't want to… make anyone do anything, out of courtesy, that they
    didn't want to do That didn't explain it exactly right, but he seemed to understand my
    meaning
    “I don't think Jamie or Ian would begrudge you a helping hand
    I glanced back at them over my shoulderIn the low light, neither had noticed I was gone yet
    They were bouncing the ball off their heads, and laughing when Wes caught it in the face
    “But they're having funI wouldn't want to interrupt that
    Jared examined my faceI realized I was smiling in affection
    “You care about the kid quite a bit,” he said
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